Pelek kesk ji dareke Efrn

Weiya

   

( M. Nor Xord, 1957- 2009 )

 

Dr.Ebdilmect xo, Efrn, 2010

 

 

Er ! Pelek kesk ji dareke berhemdar bhndar li iyay Kurmnc weiya. Swiyn bajar me evndarn peyvn narn xwe di bin stavn v dara serbilind de, ji kndarn  mirovperweriy diparaztin.

L niha dara me perdeyek xemgn ser rka xwe de berdaye , rondikn kesk ji peln w dibarin strka Mihemed Nor Xord li varan  helbestn serxwiy ji dara bextre re dixwne .

Di siba roja 10.10.2009 min heval xwe Dr. Ehmed Ehmed hevsera min Dilan li dervay bajar Efrn , li destpka riya gund Marat- gund Mezin  bi dileke kr li avnirna terma nemir bav Ceger dikirin min bi kovann tj ji hevaln xwe re got ; Di rastiy de herdem tte gotin ku kevir , hm , rk , newel , dar , kan , pereyn ji sirt ne ciwan in , l ewanan  b giyan hest in . L  na xanima min ! Na heval hca ! ro bi me re  dmena  sirt j tengezar e , li derholn xwe temaekin , bibnin  awa darn ztonan bi me re axnan berdidin , binrin , awa zik rk  ji avis b ye , xwed zana end salan bav Ceger di ser v rk re bi peya di dihate dibistana Efrn , darn li kenarn v rk ten zanin  , ku iqas diltenik me derdn switiya xwe bi cegerxwn ji qomriyan re distira .  Em hn ji hev re serxweiyan bi avn xwe dugihzn , me dt pakrewan me li ser pita baskn rokek birndar swar bye , di nav gir n de ber xwe daye nik balindn deng xwe fireteyn buhet . Gava em gihane gund Marat , min dsan gote hevriyn xwe , we dt awa kevirn Marat dinalin , hn deng girna kaniya Marat dibsin ? ! Er sirta me qenciyn mirovn mna dengbj derdan ,  Nor , bav Ceger jibrnakin , eger hn bawer nakin , bibsin  nemir ci gotiye iqas ew ji gund gundiyn xwe hez dikir ( .                                               Min ji her kes 

                                          

                                         hawrdora xwe hez dikir ,

                                         min nizan b dilre i ye,

                                         ez mna kaniyek diherikm,

                                         ez evndar balind gulan ,

                                         adiyn bilbilan bm.

                                         Min ji hertit hez dikir ,

                                         her tit li gund min xweik b ,

                                         bila ez bimrama ,

                                         ten min ji wir barnekira ,

                                         ewa bhta min b,

                                         l min ewa winda kir  )

                                                           

                                                                             ( werger ji ziman ereb )

                                      

 Di ber xwendina van end rzikan re , em gihana guristana (Gund Mezin ) strn avn me di qermekn ryn me de bi hawar giriyn

Ke lawn nemir hatin meyandin .

Gava ku nivskar mirovperwer binax dikirin , heval min  Dr. Ehmed bi min re got ; ez j dixwazim hin gotinn heval xwe Nor hnim bra we,

Nor di helbesteke xwe de lava kiriye ku ewa ne bi cawa sp bte pan , l ten bi rojnaman , ew j helbestek ji me re xwend . 

                              

                           D rojek helbest min bikuje

 

                                        Priyn helbest

                                        serdanek jar li min kirin

                                        weyn tirs ji min re destnan kirin

                                        gotin : D  helbest 

                                                         rojek

                                               di v dema kevir de

                                                                           te

                                                                         bikuje

                                                     xxxxx

 

                                        Ne xeme

                                        ku helbest min bikuje

                                        belk kutina min ji we re j

                                                           ne qisawet be

                                           l lavayek ..lavaaaaa yek

                                                                    min heye !

                                       li dewsa cawa sp

                                       min  bi rojnaman bipin

                                       pirtkn min

                                       bi min re txin gorn

                                        ta ku ewanan min mijl bikin

                                       ax ....ez awa di gorna xwe de

                                       v pirtkn xwe bijm ? !!!

 

                                                                          ( Werger ji ziman ereb )

Mihemed Nor Xord di sala 1957 an ji dayik b ye , ew  belengaziy ve cw bn ,di bin baskn bexteke setemkar de bi tenayet li gund Marat ( iyay Kurmnc ) tev diya xwe Hizran dijya .

Ew xwendina xwe seretay , navn sernavn li gund Marat   Efrn kuta kiriye , nemir peyvn rastgo; lsans di ziman ereb de ji zanngeha Heleb di sala 1984 an de werdigre di pir dibistann parzgeha Heleb de mamosteyet kiriye.

Du ke pnc lawn rewenbr zind hebn , hn M.Nor. Xord   lingn xwe yn xwes , zikreiyn derdora xwe ji brnekiribn , perwnn buhet giyana lawek ciwan Rzan li pitn xwe swar kirin bi xwe re mna keke qeeng sazbend birin nik bgunehn jn.

Bav Ceger bi xwna dil xwe pirkek helbest bi nav ( Balind Bhet )  di sala 2003 an de terxande kur xwe Rzan .

iqas M.Nor bi dilzar agirewat helbestn xwe li tevn dixistin  , gilgazinn xwe ji meriyn xwe dikirin , l ewqas j diltenk b di bin sbera helbesta dilovan de hem gunehn meriyn xwe di girava hezkirina xwe de ewitandin.  

 

                                      Hn li kuder bn

 

 

                                        Gava ez jar bm

                                        mna segek bik

                                        b sud

                                        li pariyek nan digeriyam ?!

                                

                                                      X  X  X

 

                                        hn li kuder bn

                                        dema ez derbider bm

 

 

 

 

                                       

 

                                         tev firmskn avn xwe

                                                      pxas

                                                      dimem

                                                      xn ji dil min diherik

                                          ji erma tazbna guvd xwe re

                                           min ser xwe ditewand

                                                       ne xan

                                                       ne xwedan

                                                       ne j siya dar hebn ?!

 

                                                        X  X  X

                                           

                                          Hn li kuder bn

                                          min rojek nedt

                                          hn bi min re bn

                                          min tucar nedt

                                          destek dilovan

                                          xwe dirj por min

                                          yan destn min kirin

                                           ez ji hejartiy rizgar kirim

                                          yan  strn avn min

                                                                        paqij kirin

                                          min ten knn we yn b av dtin

                                          para min ji we ten zikre b

                                            ...........

                                             ..........

                                           ........................................  )

                                              

                                            Ey meriyn min                                                                                                    di wan rojn min

                                           mna sedsalan derbaz dibn

                                           xudk

                                           hn di bin k de bn ?

                                          

 

                                           ne xem e , ey meriyn min !

                                           tev ku birn mezin e

                                           tev ku setema we

                                           weke rek

                                           bi ser min de dihat

                                           ez ji dil de

                                           li we dibornim !!!!

 

 

                                                X  X  X                                                            Min rojek  ji bav Ceger pirs , mamoste tu ima hem derd zamn xwe bi ziman ereb derdibir ?

Ew bi hrseke nazk , gote min ; kek Mect ! Bi biratiya me herduyan ez dixwazim bi ziman dayika xwe binivisnim , ziman me weke r dayikan rn e, ez i bikim , niha ez b ar im , l ez mna her kesek nitimanperwer hewal bidim ku bi ziman Ehmed Xan Celadet Bedirxan binivsnim , kek Mect ! Tu zan ez iqas xemxwar gel welat xwe me , ez dildar civaka wekheviya gelan im , ka bibne   bibhse !  Nav dwana min navnana helbesta  min ya yekem ye ?

                               

 

                                 Knga ez nav te eker bjim

 

 Helbestvan me bi serhilmit , bi kelgerm hinarikn w mna gangilokan bn, helbesta xwe ji min re xwend;

 

                               Ez te di dil xwe de

                                                   vedirim

                               ez newrim  nav te

                                                    ekere bjim

                               ez te di hevok de

                                        di smbol de

                                        di an de

                                                     vedirim

                               niwe li hawrdora me

                                                         bi mij e

                               di serdema me de

                               wijdann kesan

                                                          xew kirine !!!

                    

                                         X  X  X

                      

                               Knga ez hestn xwe

                                         yn zndankir serbest berdim

                               ekere bjim

                               ez ji te hez dikim

                                sirda xwe ya xemgn

                                                       li pit xwe bihlim.........

                              (.....Knga em serketina peyv

                                    li ser bdengiya sedsalan

                                    germbna roj

                                    li zndanan de

                                                         li darxnin ?

                                     Ese

                                     d rojek were

                                     ez bi tij dev xwe

                                     ji te re bjim

                                     ez evndar te me.......

                                       .......                                     )

                                                                    ( Werger ji ziman ereb )

Min dsan ji w pirs, tu k yan i di dil xwe de vedir ? Ew gote min , ma rast tu nizan ez Kurdistan di dil xwe de vedirim !  Min dsan ewa hurhitand gote w, er hevalo , xwaziya te ew tirsa ji dil xwe derxista !!!

Danstandina me pir dirj germ b , l li dawiy ez kanim bjim ; Nivskar M. N. Xord b snor mirovhez b , ew bi qaser kann gengaziya xwe welatparz b, ew mna pisporek ziman ereb , lveger li s , ar pirtkn hevaln xwe kiri bn ; mna 1- Yelmaz Gney , 2- Efsane serphatiyn Rojhilat( Kurd , E. M. ) yn hilbijarte ji wergera Dr. Ehmed Ehmed .3- Gurzek gul ji helbestn ziman kurd ji wergera nivsevan v gotar (1995 ) .

M. N. Xord  di jiyana xwe de du dwan 1-( knga ez nav te ekere bikim ,1997 ), 2- ( Hezar behut , - balind behut- 2003 ) pirtkek ji rokan ( n Xord , 2003 ) weandin .

L pir mixabin ,  nivskar nemir nikan b di xweiya xwe de avn jin  ken xwe bi du berhemn xwe yn ne apkir kil bidana ,  ev herdu pirtk li n w mane 1-Dil min hv ve , ji k re didgrn -2-  Ez            herdem helbestan biheriknim .

Pit ku min di v nv ev de , di vareke bajar Efrn de , avceniyek dijwar di gola bzariya jneger chana helbestn nemir de kir , ez kanim ten ji giyan  M. N. Xord re bjim ;  Er, ne dil te ne j hv te kann ji kes re bidgrn , l hem hezkiriyn te , d ji dil hva te re dilopan biherknin bi helbestn te cavn xwe ziya bikin .....                  . 

 

                                           

                                                                 

         

 

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