Dergeh

Rezoy Os

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   Min,ji z de,pirtka penaberek Suryan xwendib.Ev pirtk di bin

sernav "Pop Silyo hildike azman"hatib nivsandin.Nivser behweriyn xwe li

ser ziman Pop Silyo,derbar hin dtinn oldar serkann olan,bi weyek

komk,berav dike.

   Bel,varek Pop Silyo gaz preka xwe dike fermana xwe di guh w ve

tne,dibje:"Ker min m bike.Xwarina rwbn,ji min re amade

bike.Tr,hevsar ciher j deyne ba kurtn.L,bi segurk re-ango,ber dinya

zelal bibe-ez d bimeim...".

   -Bi k de,gid?-jin pirs.

   -Ez hilkiim azmn!-Pop l vegerand.

   Wilo,Pop Silyo hildike azmn li ber dergeh p radiweste.Li dergeh

dide.

   -Ew k ye?.Dergehvan dipirse.

   -Dergeh veke.Ez Pop Silyo me...ma tu k y!-Pop dipirse.

   -Ez Adam im dergehvan dergeh p me Fermana vekirin bi min re nne

nav te li ba min tune ye...

   Pit guftgoyeke tal tund,Pop dibje:

  - Kuro!..Adamo,ma ez te nanasim b tu k y!.Tu mafdar,ko dergeh ji yek

weke Pop Silyo re venak,ji ber ew te xwe dinas!.Ma ne tu serkan hem

kul,derd jann mirovaniy y.Ma ne te,di ber ila zwe de,em mirov ji buhut

kober kirin.Hna j kiltn dergehan di lepn te de ne,kuro!!?.

   Wilo,Pop Silyo li gelek dergehan dide axaftina xwe bi pxemberan re -bi

dergehvanan re - dike.P re behweriyn xwe tne zimn.L dergeh li ber

venabin...

 

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                       Di sedsaliya seyda Cegerxwn de,ez Kon Re ji hla

InstttaKurd ya Stanbol,hatin vexwendin,ko bedar    hevpariydi hin

alakiyn rewenbr de,li Serxet bikin.

                                  Bi v mebest em,roja 18.09.2003,ji Binxet

hilkiiyan Serxet.Ji Nisbn,me ber xwe da Dar,da em cih byera"Reoy

Dar"- zndan bira Berdewl-bibnin.

                                 Dema me ber xwe da Sarinc,ikeft Tirbn

Dar,dergehvanan polsan-r li me birn.Pirsa nasname pasporn me

kirin.L,me ji wan re negot:"k maf dergehvaniya n warn piyn me daye

we",em lerizn.

                                 Me ber xwe da Cizra Botan.Me xwest Burca

Belek bibnin.L,dergehvanan-polsan-Burc ji ber me girtibn ,ji xwe

re,kiribn hln.Me nepirs:"kann xwediy hln!?.Kann Mem Zn!?.Kann

Mr Tacdn!?.".Tenha gewdn me,xwe ji ber lln tivingn dergehvanan

vedizn...

                                 Li Amed,me dil heb,ko qntareke"Sra

Amed",ji hla camiya "Hezret Suleyman" ve bibnin,l kilta dergeh di destn

dergehvanan-polsan-de zingar girtib.Me maf pirs derbasbn neb,l em ji

hla "Fs" de,bi ser dergeh de qelizn.

 

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   Zarokn min,li ar am,doza seredana gora Mr Celadet Bedirxan kirin.Em

ber bi goristana x Xalid Neqebend de hilkiiyan.Me ser xwe li ber gora

Mr tewand.Kur min got:"ez dixwazimderbashundiravahiya gor bibim..".Kurik

nebih e,l v daxwaz ser li min gerand!.Ne kilta dergeh bi me re ye,ne j

dergehvan nas amade ye!.L,min xwe ji v pirs,weke tu mk ji mast

bikn,bi rewan kiand.Lbel,ne tim bext mirov  rnit ye dikare,ji

meydana pirsn zarokan,serkeft derkeve.Er,li bajar Qamilo j, zarokan,

doza seredana gora Cegerxwn li min kirin.Tew,ez li titek wisa digerim,da ez

hunern xwe p zarokan bikim xwe di av wan de bikim dk!.L,tit bi ser

min hat bila bi ser gawiran ney!.Bel,ne tenha dergeh gor girt b,l

dergeh mal j girt b-Seyda Cegerxwn di bergeha mala xwe de hatiye

veartin-.Kiltnebend b te digo,qey dergehvan nn b!.

   - Yabo,ma Cegerxwn kilta xwe bi xwe re veartiye!?.- Kurik pirs.

   V pirs ez tar mar kirim.Min bi madtir got:"Kur min,rawestana zde,li

ber dergehan ne durust e.." da ez xwe ji v gernok derxim,min yekser

roka" Faraon eytn "j re hewil da.             


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                      Dibjin,eytan bihst,ko Faraon ji milet xwe re

dibje:"Ez

                         xweday we me!"eytn xwest v xweday

bibne...Hilkiiya ber

                        dergeh eywana Faraon li dergeh da.

                                 -Ew k ye?- Faraon pirs.

                                eytan deng nebir xwe bersiv ne da.L,dse

li dergeh da.

                                - Ew k ye?  Faraon pirs.

                                eytn deng nebir xwe bersiv ne da.L car

din li dergeh da.

                                - Ew k ye? Faraon pirs.

                                Gava Faraon bersiv nebihst,ber xwe da dergeh

dergeh

                       vekir.Dt,va eytan li ber dergeh e,got:"Pso,ev tu

y...deng nab

                       xwe..!".

                              - "Xweday nizanibe k li ber dergeh w ye,ew

j ne ti xweda

                       ye..ps e!" eytn l vegerand.

                               - Ya rast:"Ez te herdu ps in,l yn ji me

pstir ew in,yn

                       behweriy bi koran bi me tnin!".Faraon got

                          Wilo,min zarok tar mar kirin xwe ji pirsa

dergehn girt xelas kir.

                                                                              

                                          Qamilo

                                                                              

                                         23.10.2003