XENOY ETAR 
 
 
 
SALIH KEVIRBIR
 
 
 
 
Mirov awa dizane ku bajarek kurdan kurdbna xwe, kurdewarbna xwe parastiye? Dema we serdana bajarek kurdan kir, di kliyn destpk de hn dhn bala xwe didin naneyn awa?
 
Ji bo we diyardeya her berbiav i ye nizanim l ji bo min diyarde naneya her berbiav etar firokar n w bajar ne. Ev endek e, ji hestn xwe p dihesim ku min briya deng etarn kurdaxv kiriye!
 
Di sala 1991an de, bi malbat me terka Batman kir.
16-17 sal bm. 16 sal in ku deng etarn kurd nay min. L deng wan n 15-20 sal ber, wek ku niha hatibe qrn di guhn min de ne:
 
Min dil heye end dmen ji firokar etarn Batmana zarokatiya min pk we bikim...
 
Fermo ji ber Pasaja Hac Necmo Japon Pasaj end deng;
 
- Pel Cixar-Kevir eqmaqan!
- Werin dendik zebean!
- Ava bz ava heyat!
- Titna M ye xalooo!
- Kent heye, Marlboro heye!
 
L Ska Mast, Garaja Mezin Garaja Midyad?;
 
- Mast miyan e xalet!
- lik zarokan erzan bela e ha!
- Ava ss!
- Werin Dimsa Entab-Penr Koeran wey maelah!
- Qurtelan-Bir-Qozlux, dolm radibeee!
 
Jixwe dengn zarokn xerz-tor-bot, ligel ku kesereke kr j difriyan, deng her ekir melodk bn ji bo min:
 
- Xalo boyax bikim?, neberiqe pere nede!
- Dondirme qaymaxxx!
- Eskmooo!
- Xalo erebok lazim e!?
- TeksasTommiksss!
- Nokn keland ab!...
 
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Sala 1982-1983 b ne a bim.
Xenoyek heb, etar...
Xenoy Etar j re digotin. Li dora 40-45 sal kirib...
7-8 sal bm. Mala me li taxa 19 Mayis b. Gava di sikaka navbera mala me Mala Hac Bacet de derbas dib, deng w dihat. Dengek xenok, awa ku di pozn w de nv-klo got hebe, vin-vina w b! Km kesan ji bangkirin gazkirina w fhm dikir. Jixwe min tu tit ji gotinn w fm nedikir. L hema hewesa min ji deng w re dihat. Ligel ku titn difirotin; ne li gor min bn j, gava di ber mala me re derbas dib, ji mal dipekiyam. Min xwe diavt ser dwarn hew temaey deng emal w dikir!
 
Pa emal i emal b, pehhh!
Bejna w, ji metroyek nv -santmek j- ne zdetir b. Mirovek devbe nelihevhat b. Gava mijl dib an j dibiir, s du dirann w yn ji ber dmana cixareya Birinc zerby, derdiketin derve! Kmek sp li seran b, salewext lekek l b ku aliyek w her dirj b. Paniya qondereya w ya qetiyay, her ikest b...
 
Nizanim ima l, qz ken taxn dorhl awa ku evndar w bin, li derdora w diciviyan. Gelo henekn xwe p dikirin yan j w di bazar de dixapandin ba nizanim l, her ku dihat li ser ser w ereboka w ya s-teker top dibn. Ya rast ne ten ji bo jinan, ji bo min j bib dolek wek Mrze Mihemed... Nebjin ima, ez j nizanim...
 
Di ereboka xwe de xiirfiroiy dikir. Xiir-miirn jinan. Guhar, gustl, bazin, destmal, arik, flkete, pikok, morkn qaax ku ji binxet dihatin, derman lv, r biryn jinan difirot. Qaqelem n w tra jin kean nedikir!
 
Xeno, km caran van titan bi peran difirot. Titn kevin dikir mesela. Ji demir bigire heta naylonn qetiyay bi hesab kloyan dikir, ji dvla wan ve amrn jinan berdl dikir...
 
Min got ez evndar bangkirina w ya vinok bibm. Bangkirina ku min j saln dirj j fm nedikir i dibje. Di 12-13 saliya xwe de; bi alkarxwestina diya xwe Fatima El, hn bm ku di dema etariya xwe de i dibje...
 
Heger sax be, Xwed Teala temenek dirjtir bid, heger mir be rehma Xwed l be... Xwestina min heger sax be- careke din w bibnim deng w y etariy qeyd bikim! Bawer im hn j meraq dikin, b ka Xenoy me bi salan i digot ku min fm nedikir:
 
Demirrrr,
baqirrrr,
naylooonnnn
elemiyooonnn
sifir kevinnn
elemiyonn ikest...!
 
        
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